How long should I persevere?

God...

I'm so tired.

Mentally and physically.

Tbh, at this stage... It feels like I'm losing hope, yet I also don't know if I should continue to persevere or not.

It feels like I'm trying my best, trying a lot of things at once, trying to offer what I can do to lots of people, yet... No one takes the bait. 

Well, there is one, but...

It doesn't cover my daily expenses, nor does it cover the huge debt that is currently piling up with its penalty fee.

Tbh, I don't know.

It feels like I give 100%, yet the universe still holds it all in the sky, and think, eh why should we give you more than 1%?

Tbh, I also don't know if I should continue or not.

It's been months, I've been trying to do a lot of things, I'm tired, maybe feeling burnout too, hoping that a brighter day would come, yet... It doesn't come.

I can't even buy my own food or pay my bill, yet how am I supposed to pay all of those debts that keep on piling up?

It feels like... I should keep on trying, I should keep on persevering, I should keep on showing, yet... I am just there, present, acknowledged, yet... I don't know. It didn't really pay off.

Like...

I don't know.

I have no more capital, yet...

I need to leap. I need to expand. I need to grow further.

But all of these plans are stopped because of money.

Am I choosing the wrong path to persevere...?

I am happy tho.

Is being happy not a thing I could choose?

Am I not supposed to be happy and content?