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Ha... This is.. Funny.

It's still Thursday, new month just begin, and I am not even past this week, yet... I've been constantly feeling like I am just a worthless and useless piece of shit. Worthless. Useless. Piece of shit. Worse, even.

Ha..

Yeah.

I definitely regretted this decision a lot. Nothing I did seems to benefit me or will be useful. I'm feeling worse and worse.

Why am I still here? Why am I still in this position? Why am I?